The Same 2 Pounds

Hey Followers! Remember me!?
I think I've lost myself a little within the last 2 weeks. I decided to switch jobs and take on more responsiblity in life. I got a job that is in a bakery. Yep, you read that right, a bakery. Where they make sugary snacks all day long, carb filled bread, and get to decorate cakes with loads of frosting. AKA temptation, temptation, temptation........

Starting this new job meant giving my 2 weeks at the last job. So this week is week 2 and I have been working both positions. This results in 12 hour work days and homework somewhere in there. Lots and lots of driving. The driving isn't the part that is scary, it's trying to stay in control over my own diet and exercise.

I have been fluctuating between 187 lbs and 185 lbs. It can be anywhere in between. Nowhere over, nowhere below. These have been the same 2 pounds that I have been losing for 3 weeks now. This sucks. I can honestly say that this really sucks. However, it's my own fault and I am 100% aware. I don't have time to workout (not an excuse I know), I don't have a gym to workout at, and by the time my 12 hour shift is over of being on my feet the entire time, I do not even want to workout. My food and eating has been crap. I have not been as good as I should be and I feel like a giant failure. I need to get my mindset back and get ready to WOW people at Thanksgiving and Christmas. I don't want to be the girl who loses the weight just to gain it back. I don't want to be that person!

The same 2 pounds is upsetting because I know I'm better than that. I know I can do better than this and that I owe myself more than this. Have you fallen off the wagon and need a hand back on? Let me be your hand! Let's get thin for Thanksgiving by eating clean and working out when we can! Let's WOW our families.


I have started a weird obsession of taking a sweaty selfie after or during each of my workouts. It's a way of proving to myself that I'm actually sweating and changing each day. Here is a peek at my selfies! Now you can show me yours! :)

 

Keep On Keepin' On!!!

XOXO, Audrey